Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Google blocks Eddie

This morning when I tried to access my gmail account and look at my blog site I found them both unavailable. My blog sites had been "removed" and my gmail account was demanding a phone number before I could get back in. Once I caved in and gave google this information I did not want them to have everything turned back on.

Not wishing to be at the mercy of a company that can, and obviously WILL, make me disappear at the first inkling, Eddie will be looking for a different location to do his Internet soapboxing. Will probably simply break down and get a colocated server of my own, with a company I can trust, so I don't have to put up with this crap anymore. Of course, if companies like Google and Verisign get their way you won't be able to access me there either because, "Don't be evil," doesn't mean anything and everyone's a greedy cunt that wants to get into your shit.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Letter to Obama

I just have a question.

The BBC today quoted Obama as saying, "I will do everything I can, as long as I am president of the United States, to remind the American people that we are one nation under God. We may call that god different names but we are one nation."

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-us-canada-11265335

I must ask Obama, why have you excluded, like the father of your predecessor, those of us that do not believe in deities and other mythical creatures from the composition of this nation? Why, at a time when Atheists are viewed by the American people as less trust-worthy and the least "American" would you support this modern bigotry and religious intolerance by excluding us...all the while expounding the virtues of tolerance for other religions? Is this tolerance only to extend to those who believe in Gods?

At a time when it is more important than ever to point out and raise on high our *secular* values as a nation and the enlightened and purposeful religion free and neutral philosophy it was founded upon, you chose instead to pay lip service to an intolerant and incorrect view of America and her history. As an atheist I was surprised and hopeful at your mention of non-believers in your inaugural speech. Unfortunately today you've crushed those hopes and once again indicated to the entire world that this country is a country for believers.

Mr. President, America is not a country "under God" any more than any of the other countries on the world and throughout history that have claimed this arrogant title. This is a country built by the *people* and FOR the people and its people are made up of people who believe in various deities and those who do not. We're only as indivisible as our people of ALL beliefs are included. Today you helped split us rather than bind.

It is my hope that you will retract and clarify this statement. We can be a nation indivisible. We need to end the abhorrent and schismatic language in our public dialog than only serves to point out differences than similarities. We are all people and we all want to be free to be and believe what our moral, rational and irrational minds lead us to believe.



Blog note: George Bush Sr. once responded to the question, "Surely you recognize the equal citizenship and patriotism of Americans who are atheists?" by saying, "No, I don't know that atheists should be considered as citizens, nor should they be considered patriots. This is one nation under God."

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Answers to seven questions to ask an atheist

This is in response to Tom Elliff's Seven Questions to ask an Atheist. Of course, it is obvious that he does not intend for anyone to actually answer his questions but I decided to anyway. Thought I'd put them here in addition to the comment I left there.

Are you certain you are an atheist?

Yep. “Hard” atheist actually. I’d explain but you wouldn’t listen and probably wouldn’t understand anyway even if you did. Basically it boils down to the fact that any being even remotely worthy of being called “God” would be offended by the title.

Blog note: as I took an objective look at the use of the word "god" in the world I came to realize that the only commonality among gods is that they are worshiped. Worship, in this sense, implies that you are not allowed to disagree with them. Sure, Christians will claim otherwise and say, "Look at Job." However, the end result of any disagreement with their God is one of two possible outcomes: you come to realize you are wrong; or you are deserving of the torment you will receive. There is no such being that is worthy of this kind of moral abdication. In fact, it is my firm belief that it is unethical to worship anything. As such, there can never be any such thing as a God no matter what one decides about the question of a super-agent that can do the various things that various gods are purported to do, the existence of which really becomes a moot point to any question of interest.


Are you aware that actual evidence for God does exist?

Our definition of “evidence” obviously differs greatly. The Koran says that Muhammad is God’s prophet. Cinderella says that an old woman made a pumpkin turn into a carriage. You have to convince me that the Bible is somehow different than these others and we both know you can’t. I won’t ask you to try because you’ll just end up lying at some point….happens every time.

Blog note: this one is of course self evident to anyone that is both intelligent and being honest. It just begs the question to claim the Bible is evidence of the claims in the Bible.


Do you know why many people choose to be atheists?

Sigh. I suppose it doesn’t really matter to you that what you’re saying is really quite horrible and judgmental, and you’ll just pass the buck to God if pressed to take responsibility for your words, but it really does say quite a lot about you when you call people “corrupt” because they don’t believe what you do. It’s one thing you’ll not likely find an atheist doing. At any rate, I hope it makes you feel better about yourself to piss on a bunch of people you don’t even know.

As to the question, we both know it’s not an honest one and there’s no reason to actually answer it. I know why I’m an atheist and like I said in #1, you wouldn’t listen if I tried to explain it anyway.

Blog note: It often comes as a shock to many atheists that believers would think they have chosen to be atheists. It's not a choice in the same way that I chose to write this blog, in that I could have done otherwise. Once the decision to follow a certain criteria of evidence to figure out what is believable and what is not, belief in Gods just goes away. I was no more able to chose this than I am able to choose to not believe in gravity. However, I do believe I understand why believers are able to think we do choose to be atheists; it is because they DID choose to believe when they took their "leap of faith". It's the same reason that Pascal's Wager actually makes sense to them.


How much of the Bible have you actually read?

You know, honestly, not a whole lot. It’s a big, thick book with not a lot to say of value. Has some interesting stories but they’re really poorly written. The only part I could ever actually make it through were the Gospels, which are nice but you’ll find similar and better philosophies elsewhere. As to the rest, I have given it a real try occasionally but I just can’t make it much more than a few chapters before I just lose interest. Frankly, there’s not much point. If it wasn’t for the fact that so many people take it so seriously I’d have no interest in it at all. What I have read has mostly struck me as rather childish or downright offensive. I certainly can’t accept it as a moral guide of any kind since what I have read contains way too many moral abuses and it’s delivered as an absolute rather than opinion.

Better to go read better works by more interesting people. Right now, for instance, I’m spending my time reading the works of Popper and Dawkins (his scientific work, not his atheism books). Have you read these? Have you read the Koran? The holy works of other religions? There’s a lot in the world to read, it’s sad to see people take one particular book as scripture without looking at the rest of what some very wise people, both religious and not, have said. For me, there’s just too much of better value to read to spend all my time on what has simply not been able to impress or hold my interest.

Blog note: I don't have to real the entirety of Mein Kamph to know I generally disagree with the contents. I've read what I wanted to of both books.


Do you know the word used in the Bible to describe an atheist?

Yes, I know all about that. I also know what Jesus said was going to happen to those that follow suit: they’ll probably all burn in hell. I have to say I understand Jesus’s point quite well and try to take it to heart. When you call someone a “fool” (especially as it means in the Bible) you are throwing them away. You can’t possibly listen to them or love them with that kind of venom in your heart, and this is what Jesus tells us all to do.

I’ve always found it rather funny that the people who believe in Jesus the least often understand and follow his philosophy the most. I can’t really say I’m one of those people, but it’s quite obvious to me that you are not either…though I’m sure you’ll adamantly disagree and hold up your bible as evidence. Again, it just doesn’t impress me as such. You are what you do, not what you claim to be.

Blog note: *sigh*.


Would you allow me to share how you can know God?

I don’t actually want to know your God. The gods are the best wishes and desires of the people who believe in them. They always hold the same opinions and want the same things. What you have said in this blog speaks many volumes about who and what you are…and I don’t want to know you any more than that. Your God is petty and small and wouldn’t know love if it devoured him.

But yes, I’ve entertained many like you before and it’s always been for naught. People like you speak from ignorance. You read one book and think it makes you more wise than the best thinkers mankind has ever born. In fact, you discard that wisdom and seek your own…all the while claiming it to be your god’s. Nothing that has ever been said by a believer, especially one of your ilk, has been able to change my mind. How can one like you teach me more about God than God himself can? Your arrogance blinds you.

Blog note: It's funny that believers claim we worship ourselves as Gods when in fact the gods they worship are, in fact, themselves.


Would you allow me to pray for you, either now or at a later date?

It doesn’t really matter to me. For your own sake I hope that you do not for your praying is only a tool by which you further indoctrinate yourself. It’s the hot air you inflate yourself with. When you pray, you pray to make yourself feel better. You must really love me if you’re praying for me, right? Even as you hope that I burn in torment forever because I didn’t listen to you. It’s what allows you to say such horrible things about other people without actually looking inward to see where that’s coming from and why you value it so.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Birthday Dethday

Many years ago today something grew
inside of your mother...
That thing was you

YOU

YOU YOU YOU YOU

Did she scream did she cry
Only those that are born are the ones that
Get to die

One more year closer to dying
Rotting organs ripping grinding
Biological discordance
Birthday equals self abhorrence

Years keep passing aging always
Mutate into vapid slugs
Doctor gives a new perscription
Bullet in a fucking gun

One more year closer to dying
Plastic surgeons fuel the lying
You forget why you came in here
Your mind rots with every New Year

RSVP PLEASE
For the DETH of thee
You have little time
And you're running out of life

Happy Birthday
You're gonna die

Now you're old and full of hatred
Take a pill to masturbatred
Children point to you and scream
Because they will become that thing

One more year of further suffering
There's no point of fucking bluffing
Open up your DETHDAY present
It's a box of fucking nothing

RSVP PLEASE
For the DETH of thee
You have little time
And you're running out of life

DIE DIE
DETHDAY
BIRTHDAY
DETHDAY
DIE DIE
DETHDAY
BIRTHDAY
DETHDAY

RSVP PLEASE
For the DETH of thee
You have little time
And you're running out of life

Happy Birthday
You're gonna die

Monday, August 2, 2010

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Just my opinion

People keep saying I'm arrogant for claiming so, but it is my firm opinion that jumping off of tall buildings without any sort of parachute or whatnot...is just bound to end badly. Of course, I've never tested this opinion myself and I've, thankfully, never seen it put to the test by anyone else. However, no matter how much people tell me that it's possible to float if you really believe, I simply can't bring myself to even consider their opinion as anything but bat asshattery.

It is true. I can't logically prove that it's impossible to float. Really, I never said it was impossible to begin with. It's just that based on what I know of how the world works, it simply is not so. If you jump off a bridge, you will fall. I say this with absolute certainty though of course I must always admit that it is a logically indefensible position. I've always considered that a rather pedantic point though.

Of course, I've always said, "Go ahead, jump and show me," but nobody to date has been willing. "I don't need to jump. I don't test my faith. If I jump for you then by jumping I admit that there's reasonable doubt and there is none. Furthermore, by jumping I would then know and by knowing lose my faith." When I throw up my hands and say, "Well I sure as hell ain't going to jump and I really find your claims to be quite insane," they of course insist I'm being quite arrogant and insulting. I don't really know what to do with that.

What really bothers me though is when I watch how these people go around convincing others that what they're saying is true. Worse still, they insist on telling their children that they can fly. I just want to scream every time I see them doing it. It takes every amount of willpower to keep from slapping them across the face and demanding to know by what rational they believe it right to tell children such things. Is it right for me to sit idly by knowing that these children are being lied to and that the lies they are being told will effect how they approach life as adults? It is, of course, just my opinion but still...every ounce of my intellect tells me that what these children are being told is incorrect and dangerous.

Then there are those among the "helium heads", as I call them, that admit the proposition is absurd. They tell me, "But it makes some people feel better to believe they can fly. Who are you to insist that they subscribe to the same truth that you do, a position I find rather disturbing and morally underwhelming?" I just don't know what to say to that either. Believe what you want I guess, but if you jump you are going to die. Furthermore, why insist on believing in something that you know is absurd and that you know can never really effect your life in any way until you test it, something you are unwilling to do? What about thinking you can fly makes your outlook better than mine and why do you think my life is less fulfilling because I hold the opinion that thinking you can fly is just nuts?

It's really quite disturbing to me that so many people are like this. They think they can fly and that I'm somehow less of a person because I just don't buy it. Worse, they say I'm arrogant because I hold what they call an indefensible position that is essentially unprovable and keep insisting that their position is up for debate and should be confronted at every opportunity.

What do you think? How should I approach this situation?

Friday, April 30, 2010

Teleological

When I look at the world around us I am forced to conclude that the entire thing was created by a vast and diabolical mind. Living beings are forced to survive through the murder and devouring of other living beings. Only one such living being cares enough to lessen the suffering of the devoured being: humans. The squid, for example, feeds on its prey by slowly pulling into its beak where it shreds the helpless creature one small bite at a time. The wolf will hunt down the weak and the pack feeds while the poor, screaming caribou lies helpless on the ground before them. This terrible struggle between the eaters and the eaten is the very gear-works of life.

And rabbits eat their own feces.

The abject horror of existence leads to one inescapable conclusion: this world could only have been created by Cthulhu, the ancient one who's very waking causes terror and insanity. One day this sleeping God will awaken to shatter our insolent and arrogant notions of the divine.